Florida Outpouring Wrap-up
It has been a while since my last post and I hope to make more frequent updates in the future. With that out of the way lets explore what God did(and is still doing) to me during this and in the last few weeks.
God showed me that I had a box around Him even when I tried to make sure that I didn’t put Him in one! On Saturday night God made a lasting impression on me that still effects me today. You see, you need to think about what you ask God for. I told God that I would not let go of Him (like Jacob) until he blessed me. Well, I believe God did bless me and touch me so that I would remember His touch. Even today when I am pressing in I get a jolt in the lower right of my back. The first week after God touched me it was very hard to speak. I even had a bit of a stutter and I was extremely exhausted after speaking. To be honest it was difficult for me to accept this as a touch from God but as I prayed and rested in God’s presence He confirmed that He was doing a new thing with me.
God gave me so many things on this trip. And He continues to confirm the things that He said to me. I feel this is the closest I have ever been to God. When I was asked to talk about the trip the day following my return, about all I could get out is that I would hate myself if I ever went back to the way I was before my trip. God had already done so many things in me before the trip.
I have a hunger for God’s presence more now than ever. All I want to do is spend time with my Daddy, my Friend, my Guide, my Lord and my Savior. He is so many things and He has revealed this to me in a way I have never before understood. It is easy to sit down with Him and hangout! You see there is no longer any legitimate thing that separates us from His throne room. Jesus already paid the price and redeemed us. We can be restored to a relationship with God like Adam had before he sinned. I am getting a picture in my mind, right now as I am writing, of God weeping over us. He so longs for an intimate relationship with us. He wants to walk and talk with us daily. Jesus made the way, now all we have to do is understand that His door is open and we just have to walk in. WE ARE WELCOME!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!
I pray that if you are reading this and you do not know the God I speak of, that you would just call out to Him right now. Ask Him that if He is real to reveal Himself to you. If you truly mean this and are truly wondering I believe He will make Himself evident to you. God loves you and wants to have a relationship with you.
God is doing great and amazing things and I am trying to join in with Him! Get to know Him personally!
-Jeremy